I’m Done With Breadcrumbs. I Want The Whole Loaf.

My personal story with Self sabotage & Self-inquiry prompts to support the powerful and subtle path of transformation.

Medicine for the Soul x Kristina Renée is a unique and practical resource for wholehearted living, learning and healing, demystifying the alchemical movement of integration and reclaiming the medicine of the soul. This is a reader supported publication. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to serve you.

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A miraculous and astonishing transformation occurs when we allow ourselves to enter and learn how to embrace our wounds, imbalances and harmful patterns to clearly understand our pain. We alchemize ourselves and we get out of our own way.

I’ve accepted breathcrumbs for majority of my relationships. It is a byproduct of conditioned patterns, cultural, political and social systems, environmental circumstances, familial, personal and generation trauma and my own misunderstandings, aversions and attachments. I’ve had seasons of freshly baked relationships and then seasons, and even years, of mouse-like nibbles, grasping for what I could in a state of scarcity, carrying my childhood wound of abandonment, at times with love and other times through the darkness, scared and lost.

I know this is not unique to me. I know this has truth collectively. I have witnessed it in the human narrative. I have witnessed this with clients. Like so many who feel called to help others upon a healing path, my own suffering was indeed a guiding light to what led me onto becoming a counseling practitioner to help transform fear based living, and to move towards, and to know, whole-hearted loving, learning and healing within the collective consciousness.

And so, here is a little personal share to help bring this expression home.